I feel like i’m being made fun of and often get green eyed by other people. However, i’m finding myself conflicted because it seems like the more love that I give, the less that I receive from the ones that i care most about. i even spoke in tongues the other day and i don’t know who to talk to about this. my family are pastors as well, but i don’t want to approach them without love in my heart.

I am praying for a baptism in the word as i gain independence and strength.