I’m Ashley. My mum Glenda not letting me go to church. Tomorrow big day at church. Walks are good enough to use walker (snowed recently but got shoveled; snow not melting fast enough). Hope my mum changes her mind (dad, Al doesn’t side with her); doesn’t kick me out. My dad is sick; she thinks he needs to shovel again but doesn’t need it. Almost nothing good enough for her! Was hoping for food, hope for free things my family needs. Other things are backfiring. Why God, are you kicking me out?