I’m Ashley. I hope I will be able to go to church and bake sale on May 3rd for a church fundraiser, hope it doesn’t backfire. My sick dad Al needs surgery, hoping in late May or early June. My mum Glenda, badly mentally ill, more controlling (like refusing to eat dinner as wasn’t good enough for her, trying to force me to become her student again (that’s dishonest and embarrassing); she also is applying for several jobs when she already has many. It doesn’t help when one student, Kate on Preply, stopped being a student. Things only getting worse. My family sometimes goes out of town to family’s other house in small city. Hope not to go to small city again until after dad’s surgery. God, please forgive me, help me!