I am begging for the lord to see me and help me. My ex-husband Alton B left me for his mistress. 7 months after our divorce he got engaged to Emani D. He kicked me out to sleep in my car with 2 young kids, even taking the food stamps card. Ensuring me wouldn’t be able to eat. Financially, ruining me so he could spoil her. He repented raping me often. But never to accountability for it. Saying god could forgive him and he could do as he pleased. Only apologizing for making me bleed and bruising the inside of my thighs. I’ve been slammed with majority of the bills. Causing me to be in $90,000 worth of debt while he travels the world. At my expense. I need prayers for my physical body to heal, my mind to find peace, financially to be free, spiritually to find my connection with god as I feel he doesn’t see me . The church has been notified of his abusive behavior by me and his 1st baby mama.